Friday, July 15, 2005
Transpondster
I'm so lame
So... I'm back to Claire-like activities. I'm watching Friends and I'm loving it, and I'm acknowledging how lame I am for knowing more Friends trivia than any human should. I've been bitter lately, and I'm trying desperately not to be. I do this thing sometimes when I think about all that's going on in my life and all that has gone one in my life and, as all people do whether or not they admit it, I feel sorry for myself, and I know that's wrong. What makes things worse is that feeling sorry for myself makes me sort of look down my nose to other people, and that's really... crappy. I catch myself thinking about how "nobody knows what it's like. They go on living their empty meaningless lives, and these people are shallow." And that's not true. Everybody has had hard times, and I need to acknowledge that. And even people who have had near flawless lives aren't any less of a person than I. They've all been upset at one time or another, and they've all got worth and value to contribute to the world. I hate people who look down on people, and I'm doing that. Stupid Claire.
Anyway, somehow I got from sitcoms to self-loathing. Haha... odd.
Tam week was a freakin' blast. We saw what was quite possibly the most exciting Pirate game I've ever attended. Very cool! We also went to Kennywood, Sandcastle, Coldstone, and Nail Club, a Korean-run (aren't they all) nail salon where we got fabulous manicures and pedicures. Who knew toes could be so hot. It always makes me nervous when they talk to me though because I can't understand a word they say. Bummer.
A Great Fall plays tomorrow night at the Rex! A half hour set this time, none of that flimsy open mic 10 minute crap! I'm so pumped. Now if I could just decide what to wear...
I love being a rock star.
So... I'm back to Claire-like activities. I'm watching Friends and I'm loving it, and I'm acknowledging how lame I am for knowing more Friends trivia than any human should. I've been bitter lately, and I'm trying desperately not to be. I do this thing sometimes when I think about all that's going on in my life and all that has gone one in my life and, as all people do whether or not they admit it, I feel sorry for myself, and I know that's wrong. What makes things worse is that feeling sorry for myself makes me sort of look down my nose to other people, and that's really... crappy. I catch myself thinking about how "nobody knows what it's like. They go on living their empty meaningless lives, and these people are shallow." And that's not true. Everybody has had hard times, and I need to acknowledge that. And even people who have had near flawless lives aren't any less of a person than I. They've all been upset at one time or another, and they've all got worth and value to contribute to the world. I hate people who look down on people, and I'm doing that. Stupid Claire.
Anyway, somehow I got from sitcoms to self-loathing. Haha... odd.
Tam week was a freakin' blast. We saw what was quite possibly the most exciting Pirate game I've ever attended. Very cool! We also went to Kennywood, Sandcastle, Coldstone, and Nail Club, a Korean-run (aren't they all) nail salon where we got fabulous manicures and pedicures. Who knew toes could be so hot. It always makes me nervous when they talk to me though because I can't understand a word they say. Bummer.
A Great Fall plays tomorrow night at the Rex! A half hour set this time, none of that flimsy open mic 10 minute crap! I'm so pumped. Now if I could just decide what to wear...
I love being a rock star.
